I was fighting S. He's kind of an old man. I mean he can throw
punches and definitely has left some good bruises the last few months,
but an older guy none the less. He's usually my partner.
We are working on form applications, and Sifu came
over came over and told S he needed to keep his punches closer and
smaller...(I'm pretty sure Sifu has legit concern I'm going to get
injured one day, and I think he sees me as this walking liability.)
Well S, in his defense, told Sifu, "I'm fighting a five foot bulldog here. I'm gonna get hurt."
Yup.
That's a new one. When I was in HS everyone called me Princess Chloe.
And one time this boy was trying to be enduring and called me a piglet,
but bulldog is a new one.
So I maybe turned down the effort 1%.
After class I always rush over, lose the Nike's for
flats, don my sweater with the puffed sleeves, and wrap up my scarf. I
feel like its my ritual for reclaiming the part of my princess self, and
maybe to make sure they don't think I'm too butch or anything.
The Sifu called me back over, commenting that I always "dress up" when he still wants to work the form with me.
We went back on the floor and he took a step back. I advanced. He stepped back again. I kept advancing, until he asked me what I was doing. "Oh, I thought we were gonna fight..."
I really just like all the fighting stuff.
Speaking of fighting. I haven't been back to Sanda for a while.
Sifu wants to take his fighters to Italy for the world championships.
And I was curious of course. I asked about the rate of injury, and the
rate of death was brought up.
I don't think I'll aspire
to become a Sanda fighter. (Though I just watched a bunch of youtube
girls doing Sanda and now have this renewed idea that I could be legit.)
I told my mom about people dying in Sanda. She said "why don't you
stop, and go on a mission instead." pshh. Are you serious? Um no. Kung
Fu is awesome. Sanda is awesome.
(I would rather live in a Chinese Kung Fu convent if I had the choice.)